I’ve been asleep too long
can’t even see what’s wrong.
Suddenly, no lights around me,
I’m not able to see anything.
And I walk and walk…
was just lost in unthinking.
I’m hearing somebody’s talk
but still pretending to sleeping.
I’m holding with all my strength
to the numbness…
Finally, falling with no faith,
loosing all awereness.
I wish I could tell a word
but I couldn’t find my voice.
Last time it was heared
was when you made your choice.
It starts to rain,
I didn’t make a step,
just still standing
feeling all upset.
Pain knocked me breathless…
If I could only been fainted,
but I didn’t lose conciouscness,
world was still black&white painted…
Hours were passing by,
in dimension that was unplugged.
No scream, no cry.
Was this bad enough?
Memories are slippin’ away…
I don’t feel texture of your skin,
Your eyes are now grey.
Wonder, what was I’ve last seen?
There is just one thing
that would make me able to resist,
Your love
and it’s only in my dreams,
but I know that you’re somewhere exist !
